ABUSE BY rae_rox_4_u_2_nv

wen i wuz a youngsta i neva knew wut hit me

then i saw da hand print on thigh n my dad's who it had 2 be

Abuse- suttin i shoulda neva gone thru

Abuse- yea, dady, dats how u used 2 do

Abuse- No1 stickin up 4 me @ all

not even my brother n sister. . . .they let me take da fall

Abuse- As injustice as it wuz n it made ME feel hurt cuz. . .i felt i wuz neva loved

like he had failed me. . . da 1 from above

as if i didn't matter on da drunken nites dat my father would hold dat belt tite

HIT ME 1CE- hurt like a motha

HIT ME 2ICE- where wuz my sista

HIT ME 3 TIMES- where wuz my brotha. . .no1 thea 4 me. . . not even my friends

sum herd da story. . . n asked me 2 make da truth bend

but i sed i wasn't up 4 da trend. . .givin up my strength. . . 2 da 1 who didn't deserve it

2 da 1 who made me go thru dis shit, i wuz da main target in da house

no doubt bout dat, sum wudda called me a f-in brat4 da life dat i lived wasn't all dat simple. . .dats how it is. . . glad i could finally talk bout it now

afta my ma made me shutup n swear nuttin happened

but now. . .i'ma tell dat story how it is. . . 2 who eva will listen

cuz it is my BIZ. . . n i will spread da word, like dat of Gods

put those who did injustice acts lets c how dey react. . .

Abuse- da hurt of my life

Abuse- no1 i knew went thru dis strife

Abuse- how cum it was only me?

Abuse- dats not da way it should be

he wuz a fuckin drunk punk

who made me hurt, evry f-in day i was on alert. .4 wen he got home, i was da 1 he would own

wit kno1 2 help me. . . not at all

all i needed wuz 3 numbas dat i neva dialeddat 1 complaint dat i cudda filed. . . but kno

i'm da reflection of my motha

as weak as i wuz, n as much of a coward i wuz. . . 5 yrs l8a. . .i'm livin wit my cousin, not at home nemore

in2 those 4 walls of my room, goin in2 dat door

no more i won't step in thea again. . . no more

havin my fatha call me a whore. . . no more

havin my face on da floor. . . no morei'm safe now. . .